The pollen falling from the big oak tree in the back yard is incredible . It piles higher and higher in corners and gutters and doorways. One day, all of the leaves will be brilliantly green, and the pollen will be over, but not quite, yet.
Today at the shop, almost every bike reached a point of repair only to be halted by the need of an additional part to be ordered. It looks like a motorcycle infirmary with missing forks, seats, and wheels. Lifts are full. Floors are full, and that satisfactory feeling of completion is beyond reach today, but by this time next week, all of the sicklings will be out, and a new batch of bikes will come, but not quite, yet.
Today, I was to be at the lawyer's office for a debriefing before my second day of arbitration, but yesterday afternoon, I received a phone call from my lawyer's secretary saying the school board had to postpone once again (it's been over a year now since the onset of my grievance). A "star witness" (someone who played a very minor role in all of the events of my grievance) has serious health issues and can't be present Friday. I am sorry for her condition, but there were several people involved who could take her place, but suddenly she is a "star" witness who can't be replaced. In the months of my "unfortunate incarceration" in the rubber room, I spent all of five minutes face to face with her. I am disappointed because I want closure, but I can't have it, not quite, yet.
However, just as the leaves burst forth magically and the pollen disappears and the bikes leave polished and running smoothly, I will have my day, and it will end as suddenly as spring, green leaves arrive, and as surely as the roar of a healthy engine. Just not quite, yet.
See, I have refined you, but not like silver; I have tested you in the furnace of adversity. Isaiah 48:10
Peace. Love, Linda